Best Friend

Thursday. 20 May.

Just now, while browsing through Facebook. I did a random name check on my primary school best friend. WJTHL. Yea, long name. I know.

And strangly enough, I didn't find him the past few times, but I found him today. Then it suddenly dawned on me. Should I add him, should I not? It has been 10 years. Of course I missed him, he was my best friend. And he still pops into my mind now and then.

But what if he doesn't remember me. What if he dislike me from the past. What if he totally forgot who I am.

Sigh. What if he finds out who I am truly. Would he still be my friends?
Screw that. Even if any of my current friends finds that out, they'll probably leave me too.

Primary school days are so nostalgic. I am such a fool. I can't turn back time. Even if I regret my past, it'd probably be to late to change anything.

I hate myself. *sob*
Bloody hell, I'm so lost.