Monday, September 26, 2011

引き籠もり

Sept 26 201
Monday

Just finished watching Scream on MIO tv. And finished 3 series of anime past few days. Ano hana, NHK and Angel Beats.

Ano hana is very touching. If I hadn't forced myself, I'd probably cried my eyes dry. And the ending for Angel Beats was touching too...

After watching NHK, I realised that I have the symptons of a hikkikomori. Well, not to the extend of having to trap myself at home, and fear what others think of me.
I don't really care about what others think of me since long long time ago, and I've always avoided places with lots of people. If I need to be in that kind of situation, I'd always have my headphone and mp3 with me.

Come to think of it, during our last RRR chalet, I hid myself at the roof, listening to my mp3. Guess I'm not that sociable afterall..

How I wished I could meet my younger self again. Have him teach me what is it like to enjoy himself among people.

Saturday, September 10, 2011

Finally ORD

Friday 9 September 2011

Today I ORD.

Made plans for today. I always make plans on big days.
Itinerary for today: Camp->Bugis->Home->Clarke Quay

Woke up and went to camp to meet WX, JOCH, and WF for breakfast, and to take back my 11B which I passed to JOCH the 2 days before. Antony and KJX came along too 'cause they were the one who sent JOCH and WF to the main pass. On Antony's Audi TT. I'm so jealous.

Had breakfast, went to surrender base pass. Then went to take our IC.

Oh, my pink IC, how I missed thou! 两年不见, 别来无恙吧?

Went to North Bridge Centre in Bugis after that. Went and meet Lawrence, the recruitment agency guy. Whew, I really had to thank myself that I can find the place myself. Anyway, he interviewed me, passed me some info about where I'm going to interview on Monday. Seems like there will be a test about Windows OS. Damn, it's been so long since I used my Windows. Luckily I had practiced on my Sis's Windows 7.

Reached home at around 2, received WX's message about going out for lunch with WK and gang. But was too tired, and the thought of going out late at night killed my energy for the day.

But when the time came, and everyone on the FB page saying that they are not attending, I might as well not attend, right? Been over 4 hours, and no one asked where I am, that must have mean 2 things: They didn't have my number. Or they didn't care a shit about me at all. Meh.

Guess it's time for the next stage of life. I just need to earn enough for my part-time degree.

Wish me luck on Monday.

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Fortune Telling

Tuesday 6th September 2011.

3 more days to ORD.

Last Sunday, went to a fortune teller with my mom, for my fortune telling.
I had to provide my name, date of birth, and time of birth 2 days before, so when I reached there, the fortune teller was ready.

She told me that I'm stubborn, righteous, independent, excessively thinking etc. But I do not have many friends. Well, I do agree to all these.... Continuing, she also say that I am very cautious of my image. <- Nope. Not at all.

Then she continued to drone on stuffs like me having 2 kids, no stable job, no partner till I'm 33 years... And that my Dad is very thrifty, and is willing to spend money on me.

At first, she was quite accurate. I mean, I do like to be alone most of the time. But then, when she told me about my Dad, what I taught was, "Well, there's a limit to everything. And from this point is all bullshit."

And after looking at the template, most of the options there apply to me, and if I may say so, probably apply to most people living in Singapore.

I had given her points for correctly 'guessing' my personality, but the minus points stacked more against her. I'm sure when she talked about my Dad, my Mom and I exchange glances and knew what each other is thinking.

On a totally different note, I got my new phone, Sony Ericsson Xperia Arc on Sunday too. Sleek, beautiful, but lousy battery life.

And that's it! 3 days to ORD!