Still down

30th November 2010.

Last day of second last month of 2010.

Still feeling chocked.

Down.

Lost.

Everything has lost its meaning. I don't know why I'm doing anything anymore. It's like, I've finally realized that I've lost my purpose in life.

I remembered the purpose I gave myself a few years back. To solve the mysteries of the world, and to make others happy with my game.

And up till now, I've achieved neither. I wanted to say that at least my sense of logic/deduction skills is getting a bit better, but now I think about it, it's not that great after all. Average, I would say.

Is this a punishment for one who doesn't believe in the power of god?

Screw it. I've live my life without god, and I'll live my life without god.

I WILL LIVE THROUGH IT!

31 more days to go till 2011.

めんどくさい

Sunday, 28 November 2010

It's been a while since I posted. Nothing much.

Celebrated WF's birthday a few weeks back. Nothing much, just spent a dinner in Clark Quay's Waraku and SAFRA's Gamehaven.

Recently, I've been feeling very annoyed (めんどくさい), troublesome etc etc at almost everything.

Like doing anything is TROUBLESOME. Like dengue sweep, learning driving, walking home.

EVERYTHING!!

Damn it, life's so boring.