Sunday, 200211
It has been 2 weeks since I'm going out with Dickson.
He's such a fun guy. I felt that I could be with him forever if I'm not that greedy.
Hell, why am I so greedy? Why am I so curious?
How could I be so contented, and yet still hungry for more!?
I remembered Mel once said, "No, you can't have the best of both worlds."
Now that I think back on it, maybe he's right.
Maybe I should make up my mind soon.
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Lesson Learned
Saturday. Feb 12 2011
Had a long day, so I'm only going to post lesson learned today.
1. One part of me is ticklish. I would rather burst out laughing than to get aroused.
2. Dickson is ticklish too. He's too easy to attack.
3. I get motion sickness very easily. Should never ever try something that moves around fast. It scares the shit outta me.
4. Saying "Excuse me" once to the person peeping at you and your partner showering isn't enough. Apparently you'll need to repeat a few times with an angry tone before the Peeping Tom will back away.
5. Showering with someone you like is really fun. =)
Happy Valentine.
Had a long day, so I'm only going to post lesson learned today.
1. One part of me is ticklish. I would rather burst out laughing than to get aroused.
2. Dickson is ticklish too. He's too easy to attack.
3. I get motion sickness very easily. Should never ever try something that moves around fast. It scares the shit outta me.
4. Saying "Excuse me" once to the person peeping at you and your partner showering isn't enough. Apparently you'll need to repeat a few times with an angry tone before the Peeping Tom will back away.
5. Showering with someone you like is really fun. =)
Happy Valentine.
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Insensitive
Wednesday 090211
It has not even been one week since I label him as my BF, and I already hurt him so many times. hurt him so much.
It's always me who say the wrong thing at wrong time.
Behave wrongly at wrong time.
React wrongly at wrong time.
I'm trying my best in learning how to express my feelings. But I don't know if I'm doing the wrong things or what, he always say "I don't feel your love".
Yet, he's always that nice to me. He can say the sweetest thing to make me happy. But I can't do the same to him.
I'm not good with words. I can't even console people if they are feeling down.
I'm so farking insensitive that I don't realise how I've hurt him until it's too late.
I feel so farking useless. I feel like I'm taking advantage of his love.
I'm feeling guilty again.
It has not even been one week since I label him as my BF, and I already hurt him so many times. hurt him so much.
It's always me who say the wrong thing at wrong time.
Behave wrongly at wrong time.
React wrongly at wrong time.
I'm trying my best in learning how to express my feelings. But I don't know if I'm doing the wrong things or what, he always say "I don't feel your love".
Yet, he's always that nice to me. He can say the sweetest thing to make me happy. But I can't do the same to him.
I'm not good with words. I can't even console people if they are feeling down.
I'm so farking insensitive that I don't realise how I've hurt him until it's too late.
I feel so farking useless. I feel like I'm taking advantage of his love.
I'm feeling guilty again.
Monday, February 7, 2011
1st Date
Sunday 060211
Came back from Malaysia this morning. Slept the whole morning after breakfast and panadol.
Bloody bus caused me the cough virus...
Dickson woke me up by phone in the afternoon, and we made plans for the night.
Went to meet him at Kovan for lunch/dinner.
After that, we went to Punggol Beach to spend some time together. I really enjoyed his company. I hoped we really enjoyed being together. What else can I say? "He left a bitter taste in my mouth." lol.
On the way home, I was thinking about lotsa stuffs. He's such a nice guy. I would feel really guilty if I were to leave him for another girl.
I don't know about him, but right now, him being my BF makes me happy. If we ever break up, you'll still always be my BFF. =)
Cheers. =)
Came back from Malaysia this morning. Slept the whole morning after breakfast and panadol.
Bloody bus caused me the cough virus...
Dickson woke me up by phone in the afternoon, and we made plans for the night.
Went to meet him at Kovan for lunch/dinner.
After that, we went to Punggol Beach to spend some time together. I really enjoyed his company. I hoped we really enjoyed being together. What else can I say? "He left a bitter taste in my mouth." lol.
On the way home, I was thinking about lotsa stuffs. He's such a nice guy. I would feel really guilty if I were to leave him for another girl.
I don't know about him, but right now, him being my BF makes me happy. If we ever break up, you'll still always be my BFF. =)
Cheers. =)
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
University
Tuesday, 1st Feb.
University entry for Polytechnic Graduates starts today. I tried for NTU courses.
Computer Science and Computer Programming.
I'm hoping that I could get it. Getting a degree would be so much useful in life nowadays.
Then I spent the whole day thinking. Maybe I should apply for NUS too.
But application for NUS need 'O' level results, which I don't have now...
Maybe once after I reached home, I'll try applying.
Wish me luck.
University entry for Polytechnic Graduates starts today. I tried for NTU courses.
Computer Science and Computer Programming.
I'm hoping that I could get it. Getting a degree would be so much useful in life nowadays.
Then I spent the whole day thinking. Maybe I should apply for NUS too.
But application for NUS need 'O' level results, which I don't have now...
Maybe once after I reached home, I'll try applying.
Wish me luck.
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