Driver

31 December 2009

Last day of 2009.

New Year Eve.

So now I'm in driver course. In Sembawang. And Kaki Bukit.

It's freaking boring. And stress.

Anyway, I've made some new friends. Like, Calvin, Kimchi and WX.

It's quite fun with them. But haix. Seems like I had a way with solo life.
Yea, those 3 are together, me too. But I got seperated from them somehow.
Bloodyhell. I knew I like to go solo. But I didn't know it will become this way.
=/. I bet I'll survive if you throw me into the jungle alone.

So it'll be another 2 months(?) before I'll be back in Air Force. Doing another course.

And I've to book in tomorrow night, book out the day after. And book in back the day after after. >.>

Till then.

AOP

Friday 25 December Christmas Day.

This had been a 3 1/2 days week. Been to Air Force School in PLAB for the past week for AOP. Dad has been pretty excited about it. Been sending me to AFS everyday.

Seems like the end of AOP is next Monday. 2nd Posting then, then.

Have to sleep early for the past week too. Because the AOP is full of lectures. End up, couldn't release, and became so horny. Zzz.

Christmas eve was fine. Went to TZ to chit-chat a bit. Supposed to watch movie, but due to the lack of people and tickets, it got cancelled. So end up, we ate pizza and kfc for the night. TKCC until 2am plus. Yay.

Merry Christmas to everyone!

New Unit

Saturday, 19 December.

One day after I got my posting.

Got into AVS in RSAF.

Seems lucky for me to get into Air Force Spec without going through BSLC/ASLC. =D

Yay, all the good deeds are paying off.

Reporting to Air Force School on Monday. Only bring photos, PT kit, educational transcripts, cert, and writing materials ONLY. WTF? So good?

Seems like quite a good job to sign up for.

Anyway, finished Reborn DS X storyline, 4 paths on SMT Devil Survivor. Now finally playing Kingdom Hearts 358/2 days.

Update: Just check what AVS do. Driver. LOL. Lagi better. =D

POP LOH!

Wednesday 9 December.

Finally POP-ed yesterday.
Supposed to walk 24 km, and "due to the recent high cases of fever, and possible lack of time", they cut short the route to 20km.

But I still have a sense of completion. Can't believed that 3 months passed by so fast. Had lotsa fun with my platoon mates. Gonna missed them.

One bad thing after POP is that I kena fever. Damnit. Probably because I didn't drink enough water. Feeling much better now, but still muscle aching.

Right now I've until 18th Dec rest. So hafta plan up a training program. But, I'm feeling so lazy. =/

Oh well, preparing for my next journey: Either OCS, SISPEC, or MAN. =D

My Screwed up self

Saturday. December 5th 2009.

3 more days to my POP. Finally.

The rankings of platoon best etc is out. So obviously I'm not one of the first. I'm so not fit at all.

Anyway, yesterday night, before we all book out, Sgt Milo was talking to some of us. He said he can almost tell where most of us will be going after looking at the rankings. Seems like Charis will be going SISPEC Charlie. Rome will be going to MP. Salim will be going to OCS. Same for Mike, Alvin, MJ. Berry will be going to SISPEC too.

Sgt Milo didn't say, and I didn't ask. If I'm sitting right in front of him, and he choose not to tell me, something must be up.

Anyway. That's when I found out that I'm not as kind and friendly as I thought.

Yea, I knew I have split personality, but not this bad. I felt jealously, hatred, anger, sadness, disappointment.

I knew I'm not that good with others, I knew I'm not really that well liked. But to the extend of people not recognising my effort!?

Maybe that's why I've decided that I don't like most humans. Scew everything man. POP in 3 days. 24km in 3 days.

I know I can complete it. I just have to complete it. And I will complete it.

Till POP.

16km

Thursday, 26 November.

Just finished 16km route march yesterday.
Very shag. At the end of the march, walked straight into the jerry cans and fell down. >.<

Since the conduction was Ninja, the speed is ridiculosly fast. We started at 1430, and the march etc is 2130. We reached back the BMTC Parade square at 2030.

WTF. One hour faster.

Oh yea, and this morning then I realised that Marchand is in Ninja.

Lol. Duty! Honour! Country!

Anyway, thanks to Hari Raya, I've have a long weekend. Yay!

ONE MORE WEEK TO POP!

Personality

Sunday. November 8.

Booking in later tonight. Now folding clothes to prepare.
And Clarence Tan is treating me to lunch later.

Just want to share about my personality before I forgot who I was.

I'm the type of guy who have to finish everything for the day before I can sleep well.
Example, packing everything, preparing stuffs for the next day. Yea, I just like to be prepared.

I'm also the type that doesn't like to rely on others. Like, I probably won't ask people for help unless I'm very desperate. Like, near the end of a route march, I would probably ask for help with my field pack. For other stuffs, I really won't ask for help. Independent type, I guess.

And I still hate humans. Not all, but most.

Their weaknesses, their bad habits, attitude, etc.

WHY??!!

Back to folding the rest of my clothes now...

SITEST

Saturday, 7 November.

Flash back of the past week.

Monday Evening to Wednesday Afternoon.

We had SITEST. I didn't think I performed well. I was silent throughout the whole test, and only got to become the IC once. Fucked up system. Anyway, Wednesday afternoon, our detail, Foxtrot, is the fastest detail to complete everything. Yay.

Thursday and Friday nothing special.

Just that we had lotsa rifle cleaning. And on Friday, we had AGR in the morning and 60/120 at the evening. Ltn Farmi said that some of us are complaining about the training. 120 time shorten etc. Fucked up bunch of people.

Just suck it up, man.

And I'm now very constipated after all the outfield rations... Damnit.

Field Camp

Saturday, 31, October.

Past week was field camp.

Let's start from Day 1.

DAY 1.
8 km. March like hell.
Almost died. With mucus running all over my nose.
After the 8km, we reached the field camp site. Mucus all over my mouth. Then Wee Kiat tell Lt Ee Loong. God. Ee Loong like panic liddat. So rested a bit. Then built our basha tent.

I built with Jerome. Well. Fine is fine. Learned to deal with all the soil and mud. And BUGS.

DAY 2.
Same thing. Learned to attack, FCO, etc etc.

DAY 3.
Same thing. Just that night time got night walk. Then got to see some night traps. Light flares. 1500 candle light, iirc.

DAY 4.
Destroy our basha tent. Move out to new camp site for shellscrape digging.

Walk 2 km? Reached a new camp site. Right beside either Rocky Hill or SISPEC camp.
Yankee forest there, I think I heard SGT Milo say.

Dig our own shellscrape. Machiam digging own grave. Seriously. No joke.
Then, learn to prone in shellscrape. One Third Alert at all times. Etc etc.

Had fresh ration for lunch and dinner! YAY!

And sleep in our own soil. Siong sia. The ground is cooling. Thanks Earth!

DAY 5.
One Third Alert. Etc. Etc. Same thing. Learned and praticed FCO etc.

WE SAW WILD BOAR TODAY!!!!
2 wild boars running around. Cute animals. Really.
Small little black pigs with a bit longer snout and legs.
Then our commanders chasing the animal around our areas. LOL. Had a good time laughing at them. Both wild boars and commanders.

Sleep in our own grave too.

DAY 6.
Book Out Day! Morning had heavy drizzle, so wear cortex jacket. Kinda warm in it. And with my LBV on too. Guess that's the only time I'd appreciate my LBV.

Then morning went for the FCO test thingy. Something something course. Finished. Rested a while. Eat a SAF fruit bar. Then see wild boar again. Ee Loong say something about wild boar smelling our food and hunting for it. Lol. The way he speaks is really fucked up.

Then we prepare to go back to coy line.

Went back to coy line. Washed up field pack, helmet, basha tent.
Cleaned rifle.
Then went back to bunk, washed up and book out. Took the 1930 ferry.

Anddddd. That's it for the past week. Coming out next is 12 km and Situational Test.

Sian. I've seen hell over and over again. I've seen death over and over again.
Oh well. One more time of death isn't going to make any difference, I guess.

20th Birthday

17 October 2009

Today I'm finally 20. Hatachi! The coming of age!

Morning has been a great start. Wake up at 9 am. Suppose to meet Ger and Nic at 11 at Tampines.

Prepared everything. Went to Tampines. Reached Ajisen/Timezone at exactly 11. No one was there.

Fuck them.

Tried calling them, Ger didn't reply. Nic phone was off.

So I played Tekken by myself until Ger arrived at around 1230.
Then I played Tekken with Ger until Nic arrived at around 1330.

Bloody hell. Wasted my precious weekend/birthday.

Went to eat at Ajisen anyway. Then we played till 1530.

I left to meet WQ, PX, and Pei Pei. Suppose to meet them at PX's void deck at 1600.

As expected. All was late. It was about 1640 before we can move off. PX and Pei Pei already met up with me at 1630, WQ met KH's mother and chatted with her.

We then took 14 to Suntec for dinner at Kenny Rogers.
And 196 back to Bedok. While waiting for 196 (and inside 196), me, Pei Pei and WQ shared our army ghost stories. PX was too scared to listen.

Reached back house area at around 2000.

Cut cake and birthday song with family.

Eat, chit, chat till 2130.

Left for Tampines again~

Reached TZ at 2200. Played a few games with Ger and Has. Ooooh. Ger is still there.
Waited till all the people knocked off.

And then we went Simpang Bedok for supper!
The people attended were: Cik, Has, Wesley, Alvin, Joseph, Me, ZH, Atika, PR.

Eat, chit, chat again till 2 am.

Then cab home with Cik and Has.

Wow. What a busy day for me. But it'll be better if those people aren't always late.

And my birthday wish for this year? To get $1000. =D

Thanks again to those who wished me Happy Birthday!

Guard Duty + Birthday

Friday 16 October.

I didn't post last week. Too shack.

So what happened last week was:

I kena guard duty. From Friday night to Saturday morning. At ammo dump.
Ammo dump sucks. It may be creepy. But, once you went round a few times, it gets boring. And THERE'S NO FREAKING RECEPTION!!!! So I can only book out on Saturday morning. Around 9. If that bloody 5 tonner driver can be faster, I might have came home earlier.

And what happened this week was:

I kena rashes. Went for IFC on Wednesday. Applied camo; hide in grass; etc... Camo was fun. But troublesome. And that bloody Berry keep on saying my camo was great. wtf? Any way... After IFC, went back to change, found out that body was itchy. Thought nothing much about it. Then after RO, things got a bit worst. Went to find Ling Chen, then he recommended to go MO. But Mark Kong and De Kai says it's not serious. So I didn't think much about the rashes too.

Ling Chen: "He will be fine in half an hour after the MO gives him a jab."

Mark Kong: "It's nothing lar, rashes only, I also have that when I go outfield. By tomorrow morning will be gone already."

De Kai: "Go back bunk and change your bedsheets, after that you'll be fine."
- Lol. No link.

Thursday morning.

Didn't get better. Andy said something about scratching while sleeping. Anyway, showed SG Milo in the morning. Milo said it's up to me to see the MO. So I didn't.

After the morning assembly is AGR. After AGR, my foot hurts like hell. But my rashes are all gone! Yay.

Then went to GAC for grenade throwing. "GRENADE!!" lol. It was kinda fun.]
After GAC was 30:60.

Yay, more running.

But my rashes got worst. So I have to skip that. =/ So went MO for the first time.
So I told the MO what happened, and the MO didn't really tell me what causes the rashes. Ee Loong said something about camo allergy before I went to see MO. Some says grass allergy.

So it's either camo, or grass. But my face didn't get swollen. =/

The MO told me to spent the night at that sick bay to see my condition. So I thought, "Ok. But I didn't bath, and I'm wearing smelly socks." After I seen the MO and collected my medicine, went for a jab, then went to the sick bay.

There I met the Mr Bean guy medic who thought us CPR. He then told me I needed IV drip.

O.O WTF?

My balls really shrank when I saw the needle poking into my veins. But I managed to survive sleeping through the night with the needle still at the same place.

So I survived through the night.

Friday Morning.
Had a "not good but long" night sleep. Ate breakfast, Mohawk COS called sick bay and told them that they are moving out. I heard booking out. Lol. Then I realised that they are moving out to throw grenade. *DAMN* I won't get to throw grenade! At around 7+, another MO diagnosed that I can be discharged. Finally, no more IV drip. But it's too late now. I've missed the grenade throwing.

I rushed back to Mohawk Office, talked to the COS. Then the COS called LT Gabriel to tell him about me. Hope! But LT Gabriel says no. =(

So I went back to bunk. Did area cleaning by myself. Cleaned the cupboard, cleaned the windows, cleaned the bedframes, sweeped the floor... Almost everything... I drank about 4 cans of ice peach tea. IV drips makes me thirsty.

By the time I finished everything and starts to polish my boots, they came back from grenade throwing. =)

Went for lunch, then book out.

And TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!

2nd Book Out

Saturday 26 September.

My second weekend at home after I enlisted into army.

Went in on 10 September. Time flies, and it's 26 already.
The confinement week is over. And things are still going at quite a slow pace for me at BMTC. Maybe I overthink things, the trainings are still quite slack.

I'm in Mohawk. Platoon 2. Section 3. Bed 1.
Woot. Section IC. Hooray. [/sarcasm]

Anyway, it's been only 2 weeks plus, and there are already people beginning to "outshine" others.

First. Salim.
He is a nice guy. Always seems to be ready to sacrifice for others. A recoursee. So he knew more than others, always helping others out. Respect him a lot.

Second. 'W'
He is weird. People started to see him weirdly. He has boobs. He has no morale. He has no determination. He talks to himself. He acts pitiful. Don't know why he acted like this.

Third. (Straw)Berry
He is too... Wayang/Garang. I don't really want to hate him because I think he's a good guy. But. BUT. He still irritates most of the platoon. His attitude is too weird. He might be a bit self-centered, might be full of confidence. But sometimes I feel that he does that just to outshine himself. Not out of goodwill. For the sake of gaining 'good reputation'? Always rushes to do things first. Always rushes to volunteer himself. Always take the job of the IC. etc. =/ I've no idea how I'm going to live with him for the rest of the BMT life. (bloody hell. he called me a mama's boy!?)

Fourth. ZYao
He's more like a joke. Sorry for saying that. But he seems to be the most blur guy in our platoon. But at least I can see that section 4 is helping him as much as they can. Since he's from Malaysia and is only 17...

So, that's how my life in BMT currently. Hopefully I won't get confine next week. I want my weekend. =/

B -> T -> B -> ECP -> K -> ECP -> B

August 21 2009, Friday.

Bedok -> Tampines -> Bedok -> East Coast Park -> Kallang -> East Coast Park -> Bedok

That basically sums up my day today. Oh, and it's all on bike. =)

So morning, I woke up, prepared myself, chatted with mom, pump air in both our bike.
Then went to Tampines TZ to meet Ger. Supposedly.

Ger woke up late, Nic wanna meet at Tampines, Clarence finished his job.
End up, all meet up at Tampines TZ instead because of the stupid rain.

All played Tekken, all cards have roulette. Wow. What are the odds of having so many Super Roulette...

It was me who first get sick of Tekken. Then I ask Clarence to go ECP first with me. And Nic to take bus to Parkway Parade.

And me and Clarence cycled/skated all the way to Parkway Parade direction because Nic doesn't know how to go ECP by himself.

So we went through Bedok, to Bedok South and to Parkway direction.

Then Nic doesn't know where Parkway Parade is, so he alighted at Tao Nan School. WTF.
So end up we took the underpass near TNS, and reach the place where Clarence work.

Nic rented his bike near there too.

We move ourselves toward Kallang, while 'playing' with Nic. Nic got pissed off at me somewhere along the way =(

We reached Kallang and first thing I requested was to go into the Kallang National Stadium.
We went around the stadium looking for an opening, but all the doors/gates were lock except for one that's right beside the security guard.

WTF. Why is there even a need for a security guard?

Anyway. After we went one big round, we were back at the main gate/entrance.
So Clarence and I decide to break in. =x

Nic was pissed at me so he waited at the bike there at the bottom of the stairs.
Meanwhile Clarence and me broke inside. And saw the stadium inside.
Breathtaking. But it'll probably be better looking if was in the morning/afternoon.

But man, it was really a moment to enjoy. We tried to take some pictures, but it was too dark, and so the pictures we took with our handphone really sucks.

After that, we went to Kallang Lesuire Park to eat dinner. The 99 cents sushi. My treat. Total cost is $31.10. Oooo.

Then we went to the arcade and play. Clarence's treat. We spent our roulettes. And my Alisa has 2 new rage today. =) Yay.

And after we got sick and tired of Tekken, we cycled/skated back to ECP.
Nic returned his bike. And we went out of ECP to Parkway there.

Clarence left for his own home. And left me and Nic talking and walking in the light drizzle.
While waiting for a taxi for Nic, we walked a bit and chatted about *censored* stuffs.
Argggg... I might really rape Nic someday.

For example: Sora Aoi.

Then finally, after walking until Nic complains he cannot take it anymore, we rested at a bus stop. After chatting for a while, a taxi came.

And so, I on my mp3, bike all the way home. Reached home at around 0030? And that's the end of my today.

Fun, exciting, adventuring, sugar, spice, and everything nice. =)

Nic's Dick.

August 14 2009.

Actually today is suppose to be my last day of work. But they have not enough people. So I hafta work on Saturday too. And probably Sunday. =(
Bloody mia-ers. 60+ hours? wtf.

So after work played Tekken. With Nic, Clarence and Ger.
Play until 11+.

Then go playground there talk talk.

Then I molested Nic. Lol. =D
I tried to catch him and touch his dick. Hahaha.
Not erected at all. So freaking cute.

Ahh.. Ugghhh... I'm turning more gay. Damn it.

Nothing

Wednesday 5th of August.

10 more days. Till I quit my current job.
5 more weeks. Till I go in NS.
2 more years. Till I finish NS.

Wadever... I've planned out the museums in Singapore that I wanna vist.
I still hafta plan of the parks in Singapore, and other weird places.
Let's see... Old Changi Hosipital? Science Centre? Probably more of these places.

And I still hafta buy those NS stuffs... Oh well...
If they can live through NS, i can too.

Cute Boy

Tuesday 21 July

So Nicholas recently cut his hair, and he became so obsessive with how he look, style his hair, etc etc. So bloody cute.

And the BloodAce gang tease him too...

Arggg... Why can't he be my boyfriend!?

Half of me doesn't want him, and the other half desires him. And the third half is probably sleeping and doesn't care. =/

Haiz... I kinda hate myself again.

And... July 22nd. Solar Eclipse.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Solar_eclipse_of_July_22,_2009

Going to find a nice spot and look at the sun tomorrow morning.

Fly me to the Heaven

Sunday, 6th June. 0015.

Watched Drag me to hell.
Kinda horror.

6 people today: Me, Marj, Yani, Atika, PR and Shikin!

Movie Review:

The horror part is horror.
The CG part is horrible.
The storyline is worst.

End.

Yea... somehow, I just know how the ending will turn out.
And if I can guess it. It's not scary enough. 4.5/10

Graduation

May 29 2009.

I graduated from my poly today.

Since i'm too lazy to blog, i'll write today in point form.

Morning.
Woke up. Prepare. Go to school.
Reached school. Find friends. Forgot to bring tie.
Got prepared. Find Father. Exchange shoes.
Take diploma. Lunch.

Afternoon.
Phototaking. Talk Phototaking.
Take money from michael ng. Return gown.
Went AMK Hub with the gang.
Went to the food court to eat.
Went to douby gaut.
Went to The Cathay to watch Terminator: Salvation.

Night.
Went to Alphs cafe for dinner.
Went to PS walk a bit.
Went to DBG MRT Station Zone X play a bit.
Went home.

WAH. BLOODY HELL. SPENT LOTSA MONEY TODAY.
BEEN WATCHING TOO MUCH MOVIE THESE FEW DAYS.
WATCHED ANGELS AND DEMONS, THEN NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM, THEN NOW TERMINATOR.

zzz... SPENT TOO MUCH!!!!

My Personality Test

Your result for The Social Persona Test (What kind of man/woman are you?)...

The Manga Geek (QLBM)

Quirky Liberal Beta Male

First of all, we can't help but notice that you spend an awful lot of time reading Hentei. Other than that though, you have a gentleness around women they find attractive. Seek out ones as quirky as you and you're golden.

You are more QUIRKY than NORMAL.

You are more LIBERAL than TRADITIONAL.

You are more PASSIVE than DOMINANT.

When picking a date, consider: The Rarity (QTAF), The Renaissance Faire Wench (QLAF), The Librarian (QTBF), or The Emo Girl (QLBF).

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Angels and Demons

Friday, 15 May.

Worked from morning to evening today.
Saw a super cute boy this afternoon, right before my lunch...
Can't stalk him.. =/
I definately saw him before... He's the one that made my heart skip a beat when he smile...

Then 5+, Nic called to me watch movie with him... zzz, that guy really no life...

After work played a few rounds with CT and Nic. Then CT left and I play with Nic until 8+ liddat,
the Elizberth X go play with Nic. That fucking noob grabber...
Then me and Nic go buy tickets at ard 10.

SUN!? was working so I got a discount. =D
The movie is at 12, so Nic gog play a few rounds with zavier and the noob grabber....
I went to ljs for dinner...

After that, went back to find Nic. Persuaded him not to play with that noob grabber anymore...

Then we went ot a nearby pasar malam to buy ramily burger. Because Nic wanted to eat.
So end up we walk and Nic eating. On the way, Nic finished his burger and we went back to TPM.

Already 11+ liddat. So we went to ljs to waste time... I bought a pineapple cheese cake to eat... And we talk about religion and ghost and such... Then talk until it's time...

Saw Brendon when we going to go in the cinema... He wanted to watch too. Too bad theres no seats beside us. Then we watch the movie.

Ard 245, we went home... And I walk home. =)

Movie review.

The movie isn't too bad. But, I hate movies that came from books. But, it's about religion and such... So end up, it's above average for me. But I kinda like how science and religion clash with each other in the story.

Conclusion, it's a happy day for me.
Get to see a super cut boy today...

And get to spend the night with Nic. =)
Oh yea, btw, it took about 1 hour for me to walk home.

Labour Day

Friday. May 1st.

Today, Worked in the morning; till 1830.

After work, play Tekken 6 until quite late.

Keep on kena trashed. But got Nicholas around to play with me.

Join the clan [BloodAcE].... Wow... Stress again.

Must try not to disgrace BloodAcE with my Alisa.

Then around closing that time, saw the cute girl. Learned that her name is QF.

But yesterday YX says she attached liao. And PR like her.

Anyway, I got her number. =D

Then went to play DDRX with her. Then we play ParaPara.

She dances so nice.

And seems like we both like music games. =D

So, after we did closing, we went to sing karaoke again.

First Akira says it's at Bedok CC. Then end up it's at Chai Chee CC.

Made YX so fed up.

But alls well that ends well.

Me, YX, Akira, PR, Marj, Yani and Haslam were present.

We sing sing sing, Sing until 0200.

At least that's more people than last week.

Haslam then went home first.

The rest of us went McDonald for supper.

Then YX went home first.

Left me, PR, Yani, Marj and Akira.

We chit-chat till 4 am !?

Discovered quite a lot of truths today. About Hanis, Rizal and Akira.

And Marj is so good at imitating people. Made all of us laugh so much. =)

And I finally reached home at 0430. Kinda "early". lol.

B'day + WM + Fun

25th April.
My sister's birthday. Lotsa things happen today.

Went to Parkway Sakae for lunch.
On the way there, Osman called me and told me to go WM work.
I said lastest reach there by 3, he keep on saying 1... =.=

Anyway... After eaten, walked around Parkway, then went to WM.

So, the Asst. Manager there is Fauziar. "But she never call me back" - Yani.
Lol.
Work work work. Saw Daz there, but he didn't see me, even though I'm standing right in front of him. He seems stressed.
Clean clean clean. WM is bloody big. wtf. And I had to catch the last train. =/

And back to Tampines.... Around 1230 liao. Met with Akira, YX, PR and Marj for "staff gathering".
Not much of a "staff gathering"... Almost all didn't go.

Went to CashStudio to karaoke for the gathering. Sing sing sing. Marj is a great singer.
Then around 0230, sang finished the songs, and we went to chill at the nearby coffeeshop.

Wanted to buy beer, but it's over 12 am. =/
Anyway, there's a table next to us, and people are arguing there.... wtf.
We chatted with the 2 ex-les there, who told Akira how she should be acting. lol.
Then the went back, and one of the ex-les argue with her boyfriend.
So the boyfriend came to our table to chill. *His kinda cute.*
Then he left us to chase his ex-les.

And we continue our talk. To pool at ECP, or to drink somewhere at Bedok.
YX and PR wanted pool, and Akira wanted to drink.

And we walked around, wasting time....
At the end, Marj left first, then Akira went to take her house key.
So me YX and PR went ECP.
From 4+ play until 7+. Both so pro at playing pool. >.<

After pool, we went through Marine Parade, had breakfast somewhere there, and catch 31 to Tampines Mall.

Waited for Cik there, check the schedule for the week, and play a few games...
wtf. 43 working hours again.

Then I go home.
Around 10+.

And that's what I've been doing throughout the whole night/morning.

Easter

It's Easter Sunday.

YX msg me just now. She's finding people to cover PR on Sunday.

I ask why. She say go church.

...

God is definately waging a war with me. Or rather, City Harvest God is waging a war with me.

So I said no.

But after much thinking, I ask PR if she really really wanted to go church.

She said yes.

And I cover for her work. And I end up working full shift. On a weekend.
And I HATE working full shift on a weekend.

Anyway, since PR and YX really believe in that City Harvest God;

Let me warn you, God, if they really believe in You, don't disappoint them.
Let them be happy. Else, I'll do my best in Anti-Christ-ing.

Fast and Furious 4

Went watching with Yani, Marj, and Zaimah after work just now.

Didn't actually wanted to watch that. Preferred The Knowing.

But after much persuading from all the girls, we watched that.

Not bad, pretty nice. Look at all the pretty cars~...

Woot to midnight shows!

Pokemon

QL came over to my house just now to take the Pokemon Adventures manga...

So, he came, we chat, chat, chat..
Then we went Bedok Interchange for supper.

On the way there walking, the the handle/string attached to the paper bag holding the manga broke. Ouch. Lucky no manga drop out.

There, he ate fried bananas, and we shared a watermelon ice kacang.
Talk, talk, talk...
Then we went home.

Seems like he still doesn't have any purpose in life.
And he says he can die right now with nothing to regret. =/

Oh well... To each his own.
And I don't think he's that aimless... He's more like, waiting for something...
I think.

Witch Mountain

This post is supposed to be posted one day ago. Thursday.

So, day off today too.

Suppose to meet with LY and the rest to watch Race to the Witch Mountain and play some games...
Went early to find LY.
When I reach there, LY and RJ already there waiting.
So wait wait wait....

Then after most arrived, we went to Ajisen to eat. =D

Then we went The Cathay to buy movie tickets.

Then we wanna go Minds Cafe to play games because E2 Max is full...
But Minds Cafe just happens to be closed. =(
I think it hates me.

So we went and play pool instead...
Play play play, then have chicken rice for dinner..

And then we went to watch the movie.

*Movie Review*
The movie isn't bad, overall...
And from the title, I wouldn't have expected that it's about aliens. <3
No spoilers here. Just the the storyline could be better, and the CG scenes needs to cut down a little. Or else the movie would seems like a showcase of the CG artist abilities...
Oh yea, the aliens siblings look super cute. <3
I wanna eat them. >:3

Then after movie, we chit chat, talk cock, walk walk, and went home.
That's it. =)

Bicycle

This post is suppose to be posted 2 days ago, Wednesday.
Oh well, better late then never.

So, I'm not working today, and I decided to ride the bike.

And I rode the bike from my house to Tampines mall,
Then played a while at Tampines Mall.
Then from Tampines Mall rode back to Bedok Reservoir.

Went 1 round around Bedok Reservoir.
Found lots of quiet places.
Learned that the huge building at the side of Reservoir is actually TP. o.o
Found out that Bedok Reservoir Rd that area is around Bedok Reservoir. -.-|||

Then went back and cycle through the Bedok Park, still trying to find a way to East Coast. Never found any.

And went home. Chatted with mom. And remembered that from my house go south straight can reach East Coast. -.-|||
And slept at the sofa, with my smelly clothes.

Wake up, bath, watch anime, sleep again.

And... that's it.

Alchohol

Damnit. I'm addicted to alchohol...

Seriously damnit.

IT Show

So... Went IT show with Leroy, JS, Desmond, LY and Dexter today...

Went with mother to each lunch before going out.
Then go Marina Square with everyone except Dexter to eat pizza.

Chatted about me. wtf. Then Leroy say, un-les YX. If I managed to un-les the girl, the girl will be with me forever. lol

Bought a mp3/4 today.
I actually bought a 4G one, but the person give me 8G.

Oh well, might as well...

Peace

Seems like I'm not so emo after a week.

I wonder what came over me.

I feel better today.

I hope.

But part of me is still emo, thinking, sad.

Hopeless

I didn't mention, did I?

That the girl I like, YX, is lesbian.

wtf.

Changes

I hate changes.
I'm a creature of habit.
I hate growing older.
I hate losing friends.
I hate forgetting friends.

I saw my pri one friend today. Dempster. I saw him a few months ago too.
But I guess he doesn't recognise me.

I hate seeing the people I know change.

I hate changing myself.

I missed old times.

Headache

I don't know what's what anymore.

My head hurts.

My brain hurts.

I can't think anymore.

Understand

I don't understand me at all.

I can't forgive myself, even though others said it's alright.
I can't forgive myself, even though I keep telling myself it's alright.

I wanna cry. I wanna give up and try from the start.
New Game. Delete save file.

I keep on telling myself that I wouldn't reget whatever choice I made.
Because I made it myself. No one forced me to.
I'm regretting it now.
I'm so fucking jealous of others.
I can't see how lucky I am.
I can only see how lucky others are.

Now I've screwed up my own life. With no one to blame.

Fuck. I'm regreting everthing right now. EVERTHING.

I keep on saying stuffs on impulse. Stuffs that says what I really meant. Stuffs that are not filtered. Stuffs that other people hate to hear.

Fuck. I don't think anyone will care if I were to die right now.

Maybe that's why I want to take over the world. At least somebody will be happy if I died.

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK.
DAMMITDAMMITDAMMITDAMMITDAMMIT.

I wish that I could turn back time~

Correct all those mistake I've made.

Then maybe, I could really take the path I want.

Paranormal Investigater.

Is it too late now?

I'm really suffering from low morale, confidence etc. etc. right now.

Fuck. Others can get A. I can only get B. Fuck this world. I'm gonna conquer this world someday.
Definately. I hope.

Want

What do I really want anyway?

I keep searching for myself.
Searching for myself in other people.
Hoping to find all the answers in others.

I can't forgive myself.

I hate myself.

ボクは何が欲したい?

Thinking

I know it's been a while since i wrote here.

Didn't have time. Didn't wanna write. Too tired to write. Didn't feel like writing.

Been thinking. I hate myself.
I hate myself for liking little boys.
I hate myself for liking men.
I hate myself for being me.

I don't know what to believe in anymore.
I can't even trust myself, how can i trust others?

I didn't want to do it. But yet I did.

I'm disgusted with myself.
I'm a homophobic, yet I'm homosexual.
Maybe I'm homosexual, maybe saying that I'm bisexual is just a way of escape.

I lost. I've (non)officially screwed up myself.

Hell.