Still down

30th November 2010.

Last day of second last month of 2010.

Still feeling chocked.

Down.

Lost.

Everything has lost its meaning. I don't know why I'm doing anything anymore. It's like, I've finally realized that I've lost my purpose in life.

I remembered the purpose I gave myself a few years back. To solve the mysteries of the world, and to make others happy with my game.

And up till now, I've achieved neither. I wanted to say that at least my sense of logic/deduction skills is getting a bit better, but now I think about it, it's not that great after all. Average, I would say.

Is this a punishment for one who doesn't believe in the power of god?

Screw it. I've live my life without god, and I'll live my life without god.

I WILL LIVE THROUGH IT!

31 more days to go till 2011.