Insensitive

Wednesday 090211

It has not even been one week since I label him as my BF, and I already hurt him so many times. hurt him so much.

It's always me who say the wrong thing at wrong time.
Behave wrongly at wrong time.
React wrongly at wrong time.

I'm trying my best in learning how to express my feelings. But I don't know if I'm doing the wrong things or what, he always say "I don't feel your love".

Yet, he's always that nice to me. He can say the sweetest thing to make me happy. But I can't do the same to him.

I'm not good with words. I can't even console people if they are feeling down.

I'm so farking insensitive that I don't realise how I've hurt him until it's too late.

I feel so farking useless. I feel like I'm taking advantage of his love.

I'm feeling guilty again.