引き籠もり

Sept 26 201
Monday

Just finished watching Scream on MIO tv. And finished 3 series of anime past few days. Ano hana, NHK and Angel Beats.

Ano hana is very touching. If I hadn't forced myself, I'd probably cried my eyes dry. And the ending for Angel Beats was touching too...

After watching NHK, I realised that I have the symptons of a hikkikomori. Well, not to the extend of having to trap myself at home, and fear what others think of me.
I don't really care about what others think of me since long long time ago, and I've always avoided places with lots of people. If I need to be in that kind of situation, I'd always have my headphone and mp3 with me.

Come to think of it, during our last RRR chalet, I hid myself at the roof, listening to my mp3. Guess I'm not that sociable afterall..

How I wished I could meet my younger self again. Have him teach me what is it like to enjoy himself among people.