Utter disappoinment

Monday October 8. 2012

Today is supposed to be my father's b'day.
I had to work today too.

I actually planned on at least messaging him a birthday greeting.

As soon as I had my phone out, I received a sms from my sister.

"Your father bought iphone 5 sia"

Talk about devil's luck.

That's it. I had totally lost hope in him. Just because he thought he had a new job paying $3k, he had to buy it!?

At age 50+, he still spends money as he liked. He just don't get how we need the money now.

At least pay up for the HDB first, bastard!

I'm seriously pissed.

That's it. I've totally given up hope on him. He just destroyed whatever chances he might have.

"Ever had that urging feeling to destroy something?
To burn stuffs up?
To set the world on fire?"

I'm losing whatever sanity, whatever self-control I have leftover.

May God have mercy on everyone. Because I can't be when I go crazy.