Understand

I don't understand me at all.

I can't forgive myself, even though others said it's alright.
I can't forgive myself, even though I keep telling myself it's alright.

I wanna cry. I wanna give up and try from the start.
New Game. Delete save file.

I keep on telling myself that I wouldn't reget whatever choice I made.
Because I made it myself. No one forced me to.
I'm regretting it now.
I'm so fucking jealous of others.
I can't see how lucky I am.
I can only see how lucky others are.

Now I've screwed up my own life. With no one to blame.

Fuck. I'm regreting everthing right now. EVERTHING.

I keep on saying stuffs on impulse. Stuffs that says what I really meant. Stuffs that are not filtered. Stuffs that other people hate to hear.

Fuck. I don't think anyone will care if I were to die right now.

Maybe that's why I want to take over the world. At least somebody will be happy if I died.

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK.
DAMMITDAMMITDAMMITDAMMITDAMMIT.

I wish that I could turn back time~

Correct all those mistake I've made.

Then maybe, I could really take the path I want.

Paranormal Investigater.

Is it too late now?

I'm really suffering from low morale, confidence etc. etc. right now.

Fuck. Others can get A. I can only get B. Fuck this world. I'm gonna conquer this world someday.
Definately. I hope.