Heartless

Saturday. 5th March. 2011

It was a 2 hours phone call. His last words were "don't call me".

And I couldn't even force a tear to come out.

I'm too screwed up. I really shouldn't have asked him to be my bf. Now there isn't any chance of being bff.

He said I know what love is. Maybe I really do. But these 3 days doesn't seems to prove anything.

Maybe I don't want a relationship with no endings. Maybe I just want to rush into a relationship. And I really hurt him.

I didn't want to hurt anyone. But I guess it's a bit difficult for a heartless to be able to break without.

I'm really sorry. I didn't think that it would turn out this way.

I am sorry.