Friends

Saturday 220111

Chatting with Dickson on msn now.
Seems like a nice guy. Can't believe I'm actually beginning to like him.

Anyway.. That not the main point of this post.

It all date back to Thursday.

Thursday after booking out, Uniform decided to have dinner at KFC together.
And we ate, talked, joked, laughed.

And I realised that I actually enjoyed that moment.

Then a conflict started within me.

"Should I enjoy or should I not enjoy?"
"Why should I, why shouldn't I?"

Then I realised. I'm feeling guilty. Feeling guilty for feeling like I'm the most unlucky person in this world.

Maybe I'm not. Maybe I should just stop being sorry for myself. And start getting my acts up.

But I really felt that I've done too much wrong to enjoy life.

But there are surly others who are much more worst then me?

But since I don't believe in god, I need to have a strong moral values.

I need to tell myself what is right or wrong.

So who is to say whether I'm right or wrong?



On a totally unrelated note. I made a new friend this week other then Dickson.

Eunice. =) Short girl. But fun to be with too.

Over and out.