Spring Cleaning

10 01 2011

Been spring cleaning for the past 2 weeks.

Now my room looks much bigger and nicer. And after lotsa whining, I finally have a bookshelf!

Yay.

Now all my mangas looks so in-place in the shelf.

But a part of me is still emo. It has been like, wad, 2 months?

This must be a record for me.

The problem is that I'm trouble about whether I have enough cash to go further my studies.

I would love to wait another year for this. But time isn't on my side. Neither is luck nor God.

What I have now is only hard work.

I really think I should go study. At least a computer science or something.

I want to have at least a stable job to feed my family. Probably for my whole life.

But what I really want isn't all this.

What I really want, can't really earn money: Paranormal Investigator.

Fuck it. That's why I don't believe in God.